Don't get me wrong, I don't regret my transition at all. It saved my life and finally allows me to be my true self.
It's just that this was really dear to me, and since I've seen lots of transmasc dads giving birth I thought I could too, and I'm sad / disappointed.
But that's how it is. Life goes on...
Take care everyone and thank you again for your help, I'll keep you update. 💙