*screaming into the void while melting into a steaming pile of "pls why"*
My neck has been aching and feeling *weird and wrong* for several weeks now but no matter what I do — no matter what posture I hold during the day or at night or standing or exercising or stretching or anything — it doesn't make a difference it just aches and aches.
And when I stretch and roll my neck back it doesn't help, it only makes me feel dizzy and lightheaded and off in a really scary way, even when I just lean my head back or look up.
Its driving me fucking insane pls I need my neck to stop. What's driving me even more insane, like I feel like I'm just completely crazy, is that none of the muscles in my neck are stiff at all, and no matter how hard I try I can't even really satisfyingly *describe* what feels wrong in my neck, it's just, really really wrong in a way that bothers my constantly all day. It feels like an ache, but an ache in my cervical vertibrae I guess.