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hanging out with some nice but very normal careerist people seems to have triggered some deep seeded depression again. since i could be doing the same as them (working full time, moving up some job ladder) i feel like we're kind of similar, and that terrifies me! after a few hours you realize they dont have any life outside of work and going on vacations from work. even as much as i shirk and try to do my own thing i feel scared that i cling to comfort too much and drift towards that position