A reminder that there ain't no shame in asking for mutual aid help on here.
This is coming from a person who lived on the street for a long time. Yeah. I was that dude trying to sleep on a bench, on a pavement, wherever, hoping someone might help out. That is one cold rung on the ladder.
And these days I'm a broke disabled guy who relies on his partner for a lot.
So don't you have no shame. You didn't ask for the world to be this way, but you can damn well ask for help when you need it.