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im mentally ill so i dont deserve a decent life 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃
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@animeirl aw no need to think that way not true
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Have you tried not cutting your penis off?
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@KitlerIs6 anxiety disorders actually
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Which ones specifically?
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@KitlerIs6 guess
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Autism, depression or bipolar and adhd (normal male energy levels in a classroom)
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@KitlerIs6 yes, actually
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What are your other mental illnesses?
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I'm sure it made you feel good in some regard, but it didn't do so in a way that was actually productive towards you getting better. I hope you can get better though fwiw, you usually seem more like a broken person than an actively malicious one, though you've had your moments.
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@KitlerIs6 no that's been an issue since i was around 8 years old lol. i "transitioned" or w/e you want to call it around 14 years ago
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@KitlerIs6 i know your opinion on the matter but i think that was honestly one of the only good decisions i have made in terms of improving my quality of life. my teens/early 20s were much worse
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I thought you were a lot younger than that.
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@KitlerIs6 sadly i am old but i have regressed somewhat in the past few years due to all the covid lockdown BS and a really bad relationship
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So is the transexual stuff a more recent thing then?
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Oh. Yeah that's fucked. Can probably still improve the situation a bit but it would still be fucked.
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@KitlerIs6 i had to have open heart surgery at age 31
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Right. You can learn to atleast cope with the symptoms though, you shouldn't see it as a death sentence.
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@KitlerIs6 to an extent but it eventually has physical symptoms like being unable to sleep, chronic pain from muscle tension, or worse (have a blurry spot in one eye from a stress-related retina problem as well as heart disease despite having no risk factors other than stress)
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I take it medication hasn't helped?
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@KitlerIs6 only benzos but you cant really take those all the time
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Those fucking suck.
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@KitlerIs6 yeah they do
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That’s actually what happened to Taylan.
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@KitlerIs6 this was before "affirmation only care" so it was an exploration of the issue and all options were considered. after about a year of that I decided (w/ therapist approval) that trying HRT and see how it affected me was worth attempting. I was informed of the risks and approximate timeline for irreversible changes. It ultimately improved my mental health. I was able to actually graduate college and complete a successful internship as a result. I did not change my name or start "presenting as a woman" until it got to the point I was being mistaken for one regularly.
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You're a gay faggot. Anime is the reason you're mentally ill.
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@KitlerIs6 I don't think it's denial. I am fully aware of what I am. people like bot going ywnbaw doesn't phase me because it's like no shit but if being a feminized male improves my mental health and ability to interact with and be a productive member of society i think it's worth it. even my conservative relatives have responded positively because of how much more like a real human being i act now
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It's hard for me to really understand exactly what you are like because you tell me different things every time I talk to you.
Did you ever get treatment for gender dysphoria that was aimed at resolving the issue? Like making you happy and confident with being a normal male?
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I don't think it was and I wish you had found the other way(s), but I also actually do understand why your just happy with something that worked.
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@KitlerIs6 it's the only thing that has had any long term positive impact and i know you think it's mutilation or w/e but i think SSRIs are worse (though I am currently on those as well atm until I can get off them)
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It's mutilation and it's also giving up in a way. I don't want to sound mean, but you're living an existence that's a denial of basic facts of reality.
It's easier to live in a fake world, and sometime reality is too much for people to deal with. But I want people to be able to live in the real world and be happy so I'm always going to be in favor of treatments that accomplish that.
But again, with how shit the mental health system is it's not like I don't understand why you'd eventually get exhausted and do whatever made you feel better.
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@KitlerIs6 I haven't been suicidal since then so I think that is an improvement. Was it the only way to get there? i don't know but nothing else had worked up to that point.
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Yeah, I think the base issue is autism, I’m sure he would’ve found some other content to latch onto, it’s just that anime and Japanese ppl are particularly degenerate and deranged. What do you think about the erotic targeting error theory?
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@bot @KitlerIs6 @TheLocoBandito im sure it is a factor with a few people but my issues predate anime by a number of years
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@bot @KitlerIs6 @TheLocoBandito i think ETLE is a cause in some cases since I have encountered people with it. I think transsexuality is a symptom that has numerous potential underlying causes, some of which are best dealt with via other, less invasive means and some for which medicalization is the only current option
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