@nova@hachyderm.io thank you for acknowleding this. It's not my place to offer any kind of forgiveness, because harm wasn't done to me.
I'm still surprised that you would've been able to end up saying any of the things you said after having read and watched the things you've mentioned here. While I also acknowledge that there's still a lot of work to always be done, but it definitely sounds like there's a huge disconnect between what you're saying now and what you said just yesterday.
Like why would that even come out of you, if these works have had a significant impact on you. I'd definitely do some soul searching about that (silent contemplating I'd say).