Thank you for all of the prayers.
My aunt is still hospitalized and hasn't improved much, but it has only been 24 hours.
Hopefully she is better tomorrow.
Having traveled from childhood to adulthood, I have survived a Christian household, had many job experiences, and passed through a variety of interests. During all of these, I have struggled with depression and BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder), never really finding my way into a socially acceptable or satisfying life. Thus, I have had few stable relationships, many jobs but never a career, and a constant struggle with being "settled" and/or finishing goals.
After years of reading and exploring various spiritual paths, trying for some kind of "self treatment", I have yet to firmly settle on one full filling "truth". Mostly, I find any commitment to a structured self management (daily prayers, special diet, social gatherings, etc.) intolerable. The only care or commitments I've tolerated, when life has been kind, are to the few dogs I have had. Otherwise, I am constantly shifting from "mindfulness", to mystic Esoteric paths, and then familiar mainstream G-d related praise and prayers.
My interests and general skills vary, so as the saying goes, "jack of all trades, master of none". You will find lots of different re-posts but few helpful comments. 🙂
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