See, I was raised in a weird WASP stew. That Protestant work ethic saying rest must be earned, idle hands are the Devil’s plaything, and you must always monetize your hobbies. Is there an activity that gives you any amount of passing joy? Better make money off it, you punk. Gotta minmax your time on earth. Have to make sure you have the best speedrun of human life.
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