Notices by lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me), page 9
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 10:56:55 JST 
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second sincere question, I suppose maybe this one might help me feel a little better?: what keeps you going and fighting on in the face of such dangerously low odds? (will no longer accept spite as an answer anymore. I tried that and tbh it just made me more bitter, more angry, more hateful and furthermore it didn't fill the void I feel inside) -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 10:08:53 JST
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cool I got found by dumbfuck transphobes -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 04:24:33 JST
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sincere question to communists out there: why bother at this point? the world is ending. the time to do something is passing us by rapidly and the existing structures in place prevent meaningful change from happening that could buy us even a modicum of time. for the fantasy of revolution, there is no potential anywhere. the neo-liberal order has carefully stomped out all meaningful and powerful radical movements (save for fascist ones as a means of further bullying progressive change back into a safer, more easily manageable, incremental corner). what's the point in believing in anything anymore? it's over. our time is done. do whatever you can to survive if you like, but the sands in the hourglass are all but run out on those lacking the means to protect themselves from the oncoming apocalypse. -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 04:24:29 JST
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capital continues to survive and self-replicate itself over and over again through the worst of conditions that can be brought to bear against it. I fully believe some form can and will still exist for the elites until they can automate everything even beyond the end. they're already planning for it with new developments in robotics and manufacturing technology. sure, people are justifiably upset at these developments, but their frustrations are either misdirected or incomprehensible with no real inkling on what they desire afterwards and no real desire to risk their lives on theory alone. -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 04:24:25 JST
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y'all had beautiful answers still. I appreciate it, for sure. I thought maybe it would make me feel better, but tbh it didn't.don't know what will anymore. my light is fading rapidly. -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 04:24:23 JST
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I'm losing the will to keep going in the face of everything is really the problem -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 04:24:16 JST
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it's, at the end of the day, a me problem like always -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 25-Aug-2023 01:42:25 JST
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@voidandnil @coolboymew :comfyheart: -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Thursday, 24-Aug-2023 07:49:15 JST
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@coolboymew -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 23-Aug-2023 02:41:21 JST
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I need to be able to go to a mental health crisis center or something, but I can't because of this. My mind is literally nothing but self-harming thoughts rn. I am literally a hair's breadth away from attempting again. I can't fucking take this shit I want out -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 23-Aug-2023 02:41:06 JST
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it's genocide and neurotypicals should fucking pay for this with blood -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Wednesday, 23-Aug-2023 02:37:35 JST
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it's so awesome that mental health facilities just cannot be trusted under any circumstances because neurotypicals have ensured that people who are suicidal will just end up lumped in with recovering addicts or people with psychosis because fucking who cares about the nuances of people's issues. they're all deranged just throw all the crazies in together in one big pile and see how long it takes for the suicidality to increase -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 22-Aug-2023 13:28:47 JST
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just like me fr fr -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Tuesday, 22-Aug-2023 00:55:57 JST
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There is nothing more existentially terrifying to me than the loneliness that accompanies the end of the world and of history. Want most of my writing to reflect this. We should be afraid if we're not taking steps to survive the oncoming horror. -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 21-Aug-2023 11:25:36 JST
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honestly I half expect the world to have ended when I wake up nowadays. it's coming ever closer. -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Monday, 21-Aug-2023 11:25:20 JST
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Earthquake in socal too jfc what ancient malevolent force y'all piss off? -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Saturday, 19-Aug-2023 11:43:32 JST
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in desperate need of outlets and friends. I just feel like I have nothing right now -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Saturday, 19-Aug-2023 11:43:24 JST
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literally crying and listening to midwest emo rn y'all I'm getting real low -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Saturday, 19-Aug-2023 00:01:50 JST
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ngl hurricane would be preferable up here to the heat and smoke.... -
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lydia :xf_666: ๐ฆ (lydiaposting@social.xenofem.me)'s status on Friday, 18-Aug-2023 09:01:31 JST
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Hey remember when I said this would be the week fire season goes to shit? ๐
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