@sun i had a moment of confusion/intrest (that i did not indulge on to research)
i heard that some climate agreements that the US was planning on pulling out from, were being lobbied by Shell so that they would not pull out from them.
which ofc i dont know even if is true but if true either a or b must be true:
a) the agreements are completely fabricated unfulfillable nonsense
b) leaving the agreements is so insane and would cause so much more contamination of US soil and air that it is unfathomable

i dont know how to be aware or mindful of this. so its easier i never learn the underlying truth of "is it real" => "yes" => "i must now think whether (a) or (b) is real, wait, can both (a) and (b) be real simultaneously?"