@Witch_Hunter_Siegfired @RadixVerum @Bunsen @philmchawk @cough Esoteric knowledge and mystery schools are full of weird stuff. it's like an onion where you learn that there's actually a lot of screwed up stuff as you dig in, but you're paradigm shifted into normalcy bias. It's one of the weird things about occultic groups and ideologies, including more "wholesome" ones like excessive conspiracy theory involvement. IDK, just be careful man. I hope you eventually find Christ, but if you're at least searching for genuine truth, and I do believe you are, you may be surprised where it leads you. In the mean time, you're still my brother as a fellow huhWhite.