@hazlin @branman65 i hope so.
i have been… asking the Messiah Jesus of Nazareth to reveal things to me. working out certain notions by verbalizing aloud, addressed to Him. i’m learning that my present alone-ness is really my… hmm i want another word rather than “fault” here. it’s been my despair that has been holding me back. it’s not the World and it isn’t the Deity doing it to me it’s me. thank you friend.