@JoscelynTransient @Terra Ultimately, choosing to "just be a femme enby" was really just that. It was just admitting I could do it if I wanted to and being honest in following those desires.
If someone's here on this thread having feelings, please know this-- you don't have to know where this is going to end up...you don't need a plan...you don't even need to make medical choices first. You can just get started with what's in your heart and hands right now.