the fact that you can read Sami Shalk's "Black Disability Politics" and J. Logan Smilges' "Crip Negativty" online for free (like the authors made this choice) makes the world a better place
https://library.oapen.org/handle/20.500.12657/62545
https://manifold.umn.edu/read/crip-negativity/section/45dbbde9-3ec3-4e95-9fac-59a110b9625a
and ofc if youre able to monetarily support in the future, thatd be lovely