I'm watching a documentary about a little girl named, Tracy Parks, who was one of the only few survivors of the Jonestown massacre. She and a handful of kids ran into the jungle just before everyone committed the mass suicide.

She says she remembers looking around at all the adults and thinking "you can't seriously be okay with this."

And it just made me think about how she was a little girl looking up to the adults around her to do the right thing. It made me think of the same dynamic with gender ideology.

We're the adults in the situation and we cant drink the koolaid and fail the kids. They're looking up to us to do the right thing. I don't want to have to reconcile the children that will say "why didn't you protect us?"