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iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:31:16 JST iced depresso

i am now in my hating everyone arc again.

three discord groups and an entire day and everyone i know just treats me like "you can do the one specific authorized activity, until we're done with that and then dumping you out in silence", and its the same activity twice, so its like

you can play forver winter or you can just die alone, your choice quinn. there is no option c.

the third group i'm allowed to do the group authorized activity, or i can put in a geometric amount more effort than anyone else does to both design a damn game for them while also teaching them how to play it because the lazy fucks won't open book read words.

:comfy: i hate. everyone. all of them. nothing but hate right now.

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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:32:09 JST iced depresso
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  am so fucking god damn tired of only ever being allowed to do the 'one' sanctioned group activity or literally nothing at all
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:34:14 JST iced depresso
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  @Diceyocean i am not particularly caffienated right now, but caffiene doesn't moderate my hate for people.
  
  things like 100% of the women who talk to me seriously being findoms does
  
  things like spending all day trying to find anyone at all to talk to and being told "play this 'one' exact game or get out" does
  
  i want to be excited about some cool tech i found or something or be allowed cuddles or like
  
  anything but be people's fucking buttmonkey
  
  god i wish i could just fucking kill everyone :comfyglare:
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:34:15 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn I felt nothing but pure hate half a hour ago but it passed when effects of coffee left my organism
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:37:08 JST iced depresso
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  @Diceyocean pretty much the sole reason i ever studied AGI was because its the only way i'll ever have a real frined
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:37:09 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn life is suffering. People increase your amount of misery. That’s how the world functions
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:41:54 JST iced depresso
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  @Diceyocean none of those around either
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:41:55 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn It looks pretty grim for me to find friends. I don’t really seek friends just people to chat with
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:57:11 JST iced depresso
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  @pdp @Diceyocean i have regularly seen women choose overtly abusive men over just socially awkward one. constantly.
  
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  PDP's 18th Fedi Alt (pdp@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:57:12 JST PDP's 18th Fedi Alt
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  @Diceyocean @icedquinn people are very petty and hold grudges over one off color comment. could be as simple as a rough attitude and nothing serious
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:57:13 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn true people are very little accessible to open conversations with. I started talking with a old guy at the bar I go to. This is a small village of about 20 000 people and everyone knows everyone and talks about everyone. This old guy in 60s seems very nice and looks like wanting to have conversations while drinking coffee in morning. But I noticed nobody in bar says hello to him or chats with him. And he has been going there for over 10 years. Since I am not from here I don’t know the backstory of people. But not even owner of bar exchanges words with him after 10 years or so of going there. So alarm bells are going off in my head. Has he done something in his past that everyone avoids him?
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:58:57 JST iced depresso
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  @Diceyocean @pdp how normie of you
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:58:58 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @pdp @icedquinn it could be that
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 16:58:58 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @pdp @icedquinn but I am not taking my chances. I will just say hello and not conversation . Because if whole bar avoid him he has definitely done something most likely involving children. So I will avoid him.
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:00:58 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn @pdp People are giving me looks of disgust for talking with him. If he is a child rapist I really don’t want to talk to him
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:00:58 JST iced depresso
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  @Diceyocean @pdp but have you actually asked anyone why they don't talk to the guy
  
  or did you just make up a narrative to make yourself feel better about seeking the approval of irrelevant people
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:03:33 JST iced depresso
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  @pdp :comfyglare: i would not bring normies on my ark. they are creatures that are largely useless, because all they can do is compliance test one another. there is a reason they are incapable of being great scientists.
  
  @Diceyocean
  
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  @icedquinn @Diceyocean being the normie whisperer will take you far in life tho
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:07:49 JST iced depresso
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  @pdp @Diceyocean :ablobcatblink: people expect me to be perfect, regularly. that is the standard i am judged to. therefore it is the standard everyone else will be judged.
  
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  PDP's 18th Fedi Alt (pdp@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:07:50 JST PDP's 18th Fedi Alt
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  @icedquinn @Diceyocean people don't need to be geniuses to be good company, they just need to have a good attitude
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:10:35 JST iced depresso
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  @Diceyocean @pdp but you've never actually asked anyone, have you
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:10:36 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @pdp @icedquinn I feel really terrible. Find someone to talk with and it’s someone everyone avoids. And he seems pretty nice. But I guess a plausible demeanor is part of that type of personality
  
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  PDP's 18th Fedi Alt (pdp@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:10:37 JST PDP's 18th Fedi Alt
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  @Diceyocean @icedquinn creepy. sharia squads when? gotta cancel that shit
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:10:38 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn @pdp nobody even looks at him after going for 10 years. They don’t even look his way. Bartender doesn’t say hello or exchange words. And they chat away with drug dealers, homosexuals and alcoholics and the unemployed just not him
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:10:38 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn @pdp im not in the loop about people here. Lots of people were child rapists during dictatorship in Spain. Because they didn’t prosecute them so they raped hundreds of boys mainly
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:16:44 JST iced depresso
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  @pdp @Diceyocean so to reiterate
  
  - no quinn i did not bother to ask if this person did something materially wrong
  - yes quinn i am just being a basic bitch normie inventing narratives to feel good about complying with behavior beyond my understanding
  
  :comfystoner: absolutely shamefur dispray, if i wasn't in my too tired to be angry phase i'd write something more scathing.
  
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  PDP's 18th Fedi Alt (pdp@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:16:45 JST PDP's 18th Fedi Alt
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  @Diceyocean @icedquinn fair enough, nice places are hard to come by
  
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  PDP's 18th Fedi Alt (pdp@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:16:46 JST PDP's 18th Fedi Alt
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  @Diceyocean @icedquinn so you plan on staying there forever? that's interesting. I've never had a situation like that. what's keeping you there?
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:16:46 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @pdp @icedquinn ocean and really one of the most rich exclusive and rich coastal villages in Spain. A gem
  
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  Based Ocean Enjoyer (diceyocean@annihilation.social)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:16:47 JST Based Ocean Enjoyer
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  @icedquinn @pdp this is a small village. Have you lived in small villages? If I asked something like that and it wasn’t anything I would be talked about for rest of my life
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:28:12 JST iced depresso
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  @KuteboiCoder i've started reading agi papers again. some of the bizzarest models in the journals.
  
  its been more fun than five months of trying to seek genuine human connection
  
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  kuteboiCoder (kuteboicoder@subs4social.xyz)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:28:13 JST kuteboiCoder
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  I'm learning a bit about markets and technical analysis; that's going to be my primary coping mechanism for the time being, since I might actually make some money doing it.
  
  I think that the mental-health benefits actually are The Real Shit. It's good be wrap your mind around stuff that's happening in meatspace in a way that positions you to benefit, rather than just passively absorbing information about why your thoughts and opinions don't matter in the big big world.
  
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  iced depresso (icedquinn@blob.cat)'s status on Saturday, 05-Oct-2024 17:45:40 JST iced depresso
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  @KuteboiCoder living is pain so either i'll die and not suffer anymore or eventually build man's final invention and not suffer anymore :comfystoner:
  
  the only lose condition is if i somehow ended up in a happy family with friends and i just lived an ok life without completing the work. but god has assured i will never have any of those nice things.
  
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  check DMs?
  
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