{"generator":"GNU social 2.0.2-dev","title":"Conversation","totalItems":1,"items":[{"actor":{"id":"https:\/\/c.im\/users\/dtauvdiodr","displayName":"studio craque 54 \ud83c\udff3\ufe0f\u200d\ud83c\udf08","status_net":{"avatarLinks":[{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/180136-original-tmp20230928190608.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":400,"height":400},{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/180136-96-20230928191148.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":96,"height":96},{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/180136-48-20230928191148.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":48,"height":48},{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/180136-24-20230928191148.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":24,"height":24}],"profile_info":{"local_id":"180136"}},"image":{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/180136-96-20230928191148.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":96,"height":96},"objectType":"person","summary":"I am Matt.I am queer. \ud83c\udf08\ud83e\udd84I am Craque music &amp; art &amp; DJ bricolage. #craqueMy fixation is music. I love #improvisation. So much so that I research how it works in socio-technical operations. #SRE #LFI I post on #music and #tech, some on #CPTSD and #neurodivergence, #hyperacusis #tinnitus #migraine, and hot takes when inspired. \u2764\ufe0f\u200d\ud83d\udd25I share my sonic meditations and #electroacoustic improvs.I seek mindfulness through #DeepListening.I build #synths and write #poetry.","url":"https:\/\/c.im\/@dtauvdiodr","portablecontacts_net":{"preferredUsername":"dtauvdiodr","displayName":"studio craque 54 \ud83c\udff3\ufe0f\u200d\ud83c\udf08","note":"I am Matt.I am queer. \ud83c\udf08\ud83e\udd84I am Craque music &amp; art &amp; DJ bricolage. #craqueMy fixation is music. I love #improvisation. So much so that I research how it works in socio-technical operations. #SRE #LFI I post on #music and #tech, some on #CPTSD and #neurodivergence, #hyperacusis #tinnitus #migraine, and hot takes when inspired. \u2764\ufe0f\u200d\ud83d\udd25I share my sonic meditations and #electroacoustic improvs.I seek mindfulness through #DeepListening.I build #synths and write #poetry."}},"content":"<p>Anxious because I need to have the hearing disability talk with my boss and I don't know how to do it where I don't sound like I'm complaining. I just don't really know how to breach this that doesn't sound like I am making my hearing difficulties become his problem.<\/p><p>Something he does is mumble as he speaks, and CC will have a hard time, and I'll miss whole sentences and a lot of words. He also called me \"Mr Matt\" (which I can't stand) but the CC completely got it wrong and showed something like \"Mr Metz\" and I had no clue it was me, so it took me an extra few seconds to register, in which time he got frustrated that I didn't answer fast enough and moved on to the next person, so I had to interrupt him.<\/p><p>I guess I just need to give him a reminder. If he doesn't know I'm having trouble, it will never get fixed, but my CPTSD and wanting to be liked and fawning when I feel like I'm being a nuisance is getting in the way.<\/p><p><a href=\"https:\/\/c.im\/tags\/CPTSD\" class=\"mention hashtag\" rel=\"tag\">#CPTSD<\/a><\/p>","generator":{"id":"tag:gnusocial.jp,2026-07-30:notice-source:ActivityPub","objectType":"application","status_net":{"source_code":"ActivityPub"}},"id":"https:\/\/c.im\/users\/dtauvdiodr\/statuses\/116557580480943827","object":{"id":"https:\/\/c.im\/users\/dtauvdiodr\/statuses\/116557580480943827","objectType":"note","content":"<p>Anxious because I need to have the hearing disability talk with my boss and I don't know how to do it where I don't sound like I'm complaining. I just don't really know how to breach this that doesn't sound like I am making my hearing difficulties become his problem.<\/p><p>Something he does is mumble as he speaks, and CC will have a hard time, and I'll miss whole sentences and a lot of words. He also called me \"Mr Matt\" (which I can't stand) but the CC completely got it wrong and showed something like \"Mr Metz\" and I had no clue it was me, so it took me an extra few seconds to register, in which time he got frustrated that I didn't answer fast enough and moved on to the next person, so I had to interrupt him.<\/p><p>I guess I just need to give him a reminder. If he doesn't know I'm having trouble, it will never get fixed, but my CPTSD and wanting to be liked and fawning when I feel like I'm being a nuisance is getting in the way.<\/p><p><a href=\"https:\/\/c.im\/tags\/CPTSD\" class=\"mention hashtag\" rel=\"tag\">#CPTSD<\/a><\/p>","url":"https:\/\/c.im\/@dtauvdiodr\/116557580480943827","status_net":{"notice_id":null}},"to":[{"objectType":"http:\/\/activitystrea.ms\/schema\/1.0\/collection","id":"http:\/\/activityschema.org\/collection\/public"}],"status_net":{"conversation":"tag:gnusocial.jp,2026-05-11:objectType=thread:nonce=d2ea02f14198009d","notice_info":{"local_id":"12583891","source":"ActivityPub"}},"published":"2026-05-11T19:31:15+00:00","provider":{"objectType":"service","displayName":"GNU social JP","url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/"},"verb":"post","url":"https:\/\/c.im\/@dtauvdiodr\/116557580480943827"}],"links":[{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/conversation\/6391172","rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html"}]}