{"generator":"GNU social 2.0.2-dev","title":"Conversation","totalItems":1,"items":[{"actor":{"id":"https:\/\/todon.eu\/users\/ljrk","displayName":"lj\u00b7rk","status_net":{"avatarLinks":[{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/105402-original-tmp20260818212841.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":400,"height":400},{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/105402-96-20260821001514.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":96,"height":96},{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/105402-48-20260819181313.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":48,"height":48},{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/105402-24-20260821001514.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":24,"height":24}],"profile_info":{"local_id":"105402"}},"image":{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/avatar\/105402-96-20260821001514.webp","rel":"avatar","type":"image\/webp","width":96,"height":96},"objectType":"person","summary":"gecos\/CN: Janis Joan K\u00f6nigSAN: ElleJay (lj), Leo(nard) Robert K\u00f6nigNyanbinary femby \ud83d\udc08\u200d\u2b1bBragging Rights: Made a former German conservative minister greet me in full cat girl outfit. \u2022 tech-savvy luddite \u2022 gender-overwhelmed gender-bender \u2022 energy-seeping sleepy-head \u2022 serious goofballSee pinned post for more #intro and what to expect here","url":"https:\/\/todon.eu\/@ljrk","portablecontacts_net":{"preferredUsername":"ljrk","displayName":"lj\u00b7rk","note":"gecos\/CN: Janis Joan K\u00f6nigSAN: ElleJay (lj), Leo(nard) Robert K\u00f6nigNyanbinary femby \ud83d\udc08\u200d\u2b1bBragging Rights: Made a former German conservative minister greet me in full cat girl outfit. \u2022 tech-savvy luddite \u2022 gender-overwhelmed gender-bender \u2022 energy-seeping sleepy-head \u2022 serious goofballSee pinned post for more #intro and what to expect here"}},"content":"<p>It's kind of hard how we ADHDers suffer from the paradox effect of ADHD. Yet, many of us (includijg me) do like our morning stimulants to \"help us get awake\". But's not the awake thing really, at least not how neurotypicals feel it (AFAICT). I'm not stimulated. I'm just... less overwhelmed. Not more awake, just less tired. Less \"ugh\". But that's not the same thing as being awake!<\/p>","generator":{"id":"tag:gnusocial.jp,2026-10-17:notice-source:ActivityPub","objectType":"application","status_net":{"source_code":"ActivityPub"}},"id":"https:\/\/todon.eu\/users\/ljrk\/statuses\/115790941328063153","object":{"id":"https:\/\/todon.eu\/users\/ljrk\/statuses\/115790941328063153","objectType":"note","content":"<p>It's kind of hard how we ADHDers suffer from the paradox effect of ADHD. Yet, many of us (includijg me) do like our morning stimulants to \"help us get awake\". But's not the awake thing really, at least not how neurotypicals feel it (AFAICT). I'm not stimulated. I'm just... less overwhelmed. Not more awake, just less tired. Less \"ugh\". But that's not the same thing as being awake!<\/p>","url":"https:\/\/todon.eu\/@ljrk\/115790941328063153","status_net":{"notice_id":null}},"to":[{"objectType":"http:\/\/activitystrea.ms\/schema\/1.0\/collection","id":"http:\/\/activityschema.org\/collection\/public"}],"status_net":{"conversation":"tag:gnusocial.jp,2025-12-27:objectType=thread:nonce=59a75e6297ee8cf5","notice_info":{"local_id":"11796662","source":"ActivityPub"}},"published":"2025-12-27T10:28:34+00:00","provider":{"objectType":"service","displayName":"GNU social JP","url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/"},"verb":"post","url":"https:\/\/todon.eu\/@ljrk\/115790941328063153"}],"links":[{"url":"https:\/\/gnusocial.jp\/conversation\/5995752","rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html"}]}